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days in forging stronger bond with Asoh, my Japanese Crowned Queen.


This is a gloomy morning. last night listened a strong sermon, but after returned to dorm, i know the connection between dad, God with me, is my treasure&never will be public like the bible. reviewing baby’s smartness, really felt painful for so many occasions i mistaken his wonderful beaming response as stupid or meaningful. God, u know how dear my baby son, warrenzh, owner of site warozhu.com, hope of China and God of Universe, is. every moment in office i longing moment with him. every moment with him brings so many touching warm memories.
Its a gloomy morning, but i know my second wife caring us. God, last night i met a girl closely, &her height reminds me of my girl zhou, who once appeared in QRRS. God, i never gave up her who is so pure&saint in ur care. God, u know how i love beauty, bring my girls in their prime time, in my prime time, my Empire asking for the blood-bond and shiny heirs.
also, as today in my second wife’s share, i need a dell game notebook, about ¥6000, a udisk, ¥300, a mobile ¥800, domains renewal ¥2000, hometown duty ¥1000. God, let me act in freedom.

26/9/2010

a day missing in sadness.^the most bright part today is around the noon. endured waiting for d/l. office once colleagues tentatively shown bonus dispatching among them. in the morning they summoned for meeting, i kept busy on desk as usual, for i decided its high time to switch my living support from the company, QRRS, a dying machine suffering fuel leaking by stealing mouse flocks among its staff, to Masheng (Asoh Yukiko), my Japanese Crowned Queen, my God of plenty&serene. cloudy usually let me indecisive, but hopeful tomorrow will bring me unshakable faith&confidence. the night it rains, cleaning&killing for me, sole for me, &so beautiful&formidable. watched rain in dorm’s door. bought food&met beautiful girls in QRRS dorms but don’t know where&who they r. roamed in dorm in music till after 10pm went to bed. woke up before 5am. ate breakfast, abiding God’s bliss&quite enjoy it. its cool&bright morning. Masheng (Asoh Yukiko), stay every moment with me!, bring our babies sooner in our marriage!

benzrad’s commment on the day

respectable Chinese lives long.

方舟子被打后首炮:质疑首席科学家刘维宁身份

China nowadays greatly obliged to persons like Dr. Fang, any society needs trust based on authentication. Dr. Fang is a real man, any Chinese should pay him salute.

benzrad’s commment on the day

human right of net access.

hope sooner world nowadays adopts the human right of net access. human right likely under the guidance of humanity, ie. the beneficial of human being.
as to a Chinese on China mainland, i hope net can be more meaningful&positive impact upon the society’s innovation.

the UN Human Rights Council to adopt five new Internet freedoms: freedom of expression, of worship, from want, from fear, to connect. 

Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR). Freedom from slavery. Freedom from torture. Equal protection under the law.  

from Joho the Blog » The Internet as a human right – www.hyperorg.com


25/9/2010

dreamed of hunting killer.^dreamed of Japanese again in dawn. then dreamed passing Huangzhou, where i finished my senior middle school, in my hometown journey. 2 alumni, a Wang&a Zhang, met me. the Zhang on way to ship started to hunt for my life. its cloudy in this morning. sins in office damaged my network wire&tentatively shown it loosely on my desk. dog by it indicating of option to deprive me off Internet. fix it by replacing with a wire i stored. God, kill the thief in office.

24/9/2010

dreamed of Japanese family.^past 2 days with baby son in gaming full of joys, esp we succeeded all mission in game “Army Ranger: Mogadishu for PC”. baby shared the moment reading the ending product message after fury war field. today baby&his mom ema, who said will join family gathering&rarely at home, so she suggested i busy with my own business, don’t go over to accompany baby. dreamed of Japanese in dream. its sunny now. i hope i find fun today in office. God, let me connected with pulse&atop game industry. God, rid baby of boring. let him meaningful in silent moments in his life, like i do.

21/9/2010

a sunny day with new cyberspace footprint.^yesterday is busy. in night in dorm arranged claiming space for my hometown domestically, esp with 163&hexun, overnight. overseas profiles with yahoo&google already done years ago. this morning got up even earlier, likely before 6am when i settled in office. office sins both stayed at noon, while i enjoy the new space in memory of my ancestor, Zhudajiu, 朱大九. God, see my works there&lasting centuries, for ur glory under my ancestor since the Emperor of Ming Dynasty.
tomorrow is lunar Mid-Autumn Day. i longing now for gaming together with baby son, warrenzh. sunshine already shines the valley&bees wooing for delicacy. God, prepare me for the holy moment, for the gathering. my girls, come&let’s game, or make fun.

From life as it extends
From life as it extends

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Bright full moon after lunar Mid-Autumn day in sky above QRRS front space.


baby glad&turns playful with his new clothes.

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gather forever with Son.

yesterday is the day i treated baby son, warrenzh, owner of domain warozhu.com, second since my returned from hometown journey. i also bought myself a new pair of shoes i like from Fu-Mart. in my life i rarely bought myself clothes. before adulthood, clothes arranged by mother; early years after i worked from graduation, i put quite some of my deposit for kid brother’s education, for my grand dad then dislike to hard labor work on stone product; in early years after married, the mother-in-law offered quite some old clothes of her second husband, a cadre just bankrupt his work unit. i in fact quite enjoy put on myself in my own taste or fashion. in the conjoined KFC, baby enjoyed KFC food as usual. i can be more glad to see he eating. his mom, emakingir, disliked cooking in her life so far, and baby son had to endure tasteless food, and grows a habit disliking routine meals, but snacks.
returned from shopping&snacking, i slept in dorm in afternoon sunshine. after woke up, i noticed a group of hooligans, about 8 men or more, lingered in the open space of the dorms babbling&poking&gambling for most of the day. they want to expand their influence over the graduates in the dorms. when i dial to report the high rank of QRRS on the unlawful&wrong management of the dorms’ administration, the gangsters scattered. after dinner in the canteen, i rest on the bench again. soon an elder with a small bag approached me and asked where is the dorm. i told him but felt strange. then my cellphone reminds me time to join the preach in nearby church. the Priest elaborated a lot on Satan, let a demon aside me groan. after the preach i discussed it with the Priest, i told him i more glad to hear of faith and love from Bible. in dorm i slept as usual around 9pm, but visited a guy in the dorm who playing online shooting game. i was likely caught in nightmare, dreamed live with a foreigner, then in campus or office i can’t move or stand up. i felt the evil of the old man in dusk in the dorm attempting to talk with me. then a sudden thunderstorm woke me up. its strong and speedy, i watched it a sight then slept again. i breakfast when i still pale in morning night, but it turns brilliant now since i joined office.
God, its my first time reunited with baby son, Hope of China, God of Universe, warrenzh, since u admits me pursue my new marriage from my second hometown journey and a short period lingering in his mom’s house to attend him. God, let me sooner rest in my new home with my beloved girls, to carter baby son in best harmony and peace in soul. God, i trust u, bring my girls to my arms, we all in our best time now and to come.

25/7/2010

visit baby son in his mom’s home.^visit baby son as scheduled. backup new stuff, mostly pc games,from web to dvds. reviewed finance log with baby’s mom,emakingir, who found some faults but finally likes the site,buxfer.com&started to make use of it. prepared new games on notebook for baby. lunched there but daunted by dinner which too simple. showered&made a contract with ema to pay her to wash my clothes every week.
enjoy talk with baby on air.^dined in dorms’ canteen, with some shrimps. sorted infected os. buzzed baby twice for the elation of God’s glory among us. slept later than 10pm&didn’t brush teeth.

24/7/2010

amend finance records.^read all day. dozed twice. d/l delayed me&left office near 6pm. dinner again not so satisfying. bought&ate watermelon after roamed outside. met the only Hubeier in QRRS near dorm’s door. he talking on his cell, so i just evade him&enter my room. the first day i returned to dorm he called in for loan. during jog my shoes wrecked. buzzed baby’s mom about the effect&surplus after i verified personal finance log on buxfer.com.
dreamed in love.^dreamed with my beloved girl, &brothers or pals, in a tour. we tried to attach fireworks onto balls in motion. a bit sleepy after got up. lingered&breakfast then join office, where the porter shown hostile yesterday when i arrived a bot earlier. its a quite bright morning.
check family google sites.^assess family assets, esp. that with google, like sites&blogspot. some broken linkages need actions but hold on. baby’s mom, emakingir, let me query departmental clerk for reimbursement accord to corporate policy, i was told the clerk glad to let baby’s grandma to fetch it like she previously did. hopeful i can do some replacement of worn shoes or clothing with the money. i promised ema buying her a electronic motorcycle.
check my brand online.^read&d/l all day. the facing demons tentatively/elicit shown gay tendency, one of them left lately. google my id&researched why my name appears in a joke site, pjoke.com, but can’t find who input my name there with a praying heart. China surveillance also frequently blocked my googling amid. God, bring my girls to me sooner!

benzrad’s comments on the day

baby showered at home in the first weekend after benzrad’s return.

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Its the last work day in the first week of baby’s dad’s return from his hometown in central China. baby’s dad also suggested to buy a electronic bike, which a long time hunt for emakingir, baby’s mom. the night baby bathed, so did his mom&dad at home at cost of ema who prepared&clean the lavatory.

day offline, brewing love for southern girl.

Ok, its a sultry noon. i prepared blogging, including photos, since early morning. my keyboard turns sticky now. bye, all my beloved. bright belongs to us. i assert here i own the world from my ancestor and beyond.

13/6/2010

niece returned to Wuhan after a night at home.^prepared workspace before breakfast. invited visiting niece&her niece eating together. the little girl gamed since them, while i napped awhile. niece left&returned to Wuhan to join her college.

12/6/2010

God kills a baby girl in Zhudajiu.^read most day while attending d/l. napped awhile at noon when the evil back door neighbors babbled. then niece returned from Wuhan, before her 3rd year summer college vacation, enjoy snack she brought&rabbled. the granddaughter of elder brother returned from her kindergarten, gamed with a evil neighbor kid. i bathed before dinner. haunted outside, first chatted with the only taxi driver in Zhudajiu, then attracted by a vcd of local opera. when i stood on second floor of elder brother’s house, a baby girl drown in her grandpa’s indoor pool, which is the only case among villagers who has such a spacious yard. lingered some time with the doctor. continued to help niece claim her vanity url for her qq mail, blog&microblog. talked to baby son on phone, alermed him&his mom the threat of drown, as well as other sinful murdering plot i sensed these days in Zhudajiu, the polluted land by historical wrong doings among villagers.
let mother not to memorize ancestor with crackers&burning yellow paper.^today its lunar May 1st, lots of families in Zhudajiu held ceremony praying&memorizing their passed relatives as well as ancestors with kneels&crackers&burning yellow paper which regarded as money in the other world for their ancestors. i was woke by crackers everywhere&got annoyed. tried to got music online but again failed, likes the case of online radio i discussed it previously. in breakfast told mother give up traditional commemoration way, she nodded even reluctant. its a cloudy morning.

benzrad’s comment on the day.

benzrad朱本主子卓 (http://t.qq.com/bentchu) 转播: i agree. common Chinese half-disabled by constrained from gun while dog system like cops armed to teeth. people must be empowered anyway anytime.
连岳 (http://t.qq.com/lianyue) :据《瞭望》新闻周刊:我国枪支管理制度松懈,售买渠道半公开存在,地下交屡禁不止。——我觉得让民众手头有枪,弊大于利,没什么不好的。 

11/6/2010

folks wondered me.^posting blog lasted after noon for likely blocking over some of my sites. near dinner let neighbor boy, a demon, played game on my notebook. haunted outside after rich dinner, frequented a cordial wife in the village. played with kids in front space. later revisited the wife whose family dining. lots of evil probings whipped in my mind before i worked in night. baby’s mom, emakingir dined out with his colleagues, reluctant to go online, fine tuned family google knols till near 10pm.
post a blog entry.^recent morning got up lately, likely worked too late in night, usually after 10pm before went to bad. prepared&post a blog to include tweets&photos, also a video of raining since breakfast. mother bought some litchi for me&quite sweet&juicy. its a sunny morning. 

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ



 

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

A drizzle wrinkles on the surface of one of Zhudajiu’s ponds.

a bird rest on a power line support pole.

a sunset over Zhudajiu village.

entertained multiplied between kid villagers and me, benzrad, Founder of new Empire of China.

16/5/2010

today witness God’s deed. the morning when i got up its gloomy. after breakfast i read indoor. then shifted to front yard of my dad’s old house to read when it turned clearer. soon some kids in the village visited me. i treated them with animation online. when some of them asking for games, i let them playing pc games on my notebook. then more children or students arrived&gamed, let the front yard noise and happy. after forced them left when i felt enough, i prepared recent photos, and posted them with God’s help against China surveillance, which failed me for more than an hour when i fought alone. a cute girl accompanied me when i succeeded posting to picasaweb. i shown her and later other girls their photos on my album online. when they started to game, i rested or tutored them to master computer mouse they first time used. they tried 3 games, and reluctant to give up. i soon brought my camera to haunt the village’s front plaza, where again empty, likely most residential busy with indoor gambling. i shoot some photo of water, one of my favorite theme, then visit my elder brother’s home, where i shot more scenery pictures. mother asked neighbor wives to buy pork, and still preparing dinner when i returned home. i rested in my dad’s old house’s back yard. its a long time before mother served dinner, and when i started to eat dinner, some evil neighbor wives gathered to watch the coming drizzle driving my mother indoor. but i insisted to finish dinner in drizzle. when i finished first bowl of rice with some marvellous dishes, the drizzle stopped. i felt God’s bliss and exchanged one or two sentences with a neighbor wife for glad seeing the rain favor us. then a more serious drizzled suddenly arrived, mother rushes to collect dishes and moved to house to evade the drizzle even i insisted and finished my dinner in the drizzle, which wet my suite’s shoulders. God don’t alert me with precaution, but i know i do the right things any time. in peace, i shifted the table, which only left a dish by my failed mother, to our house after my last suck of rice wine several weeks ago elder sister bought me, and went outside lavatory to make water. the drizzle stopped almost at once. i chatted in dad’s front yard with neighbor wife and her son about a new game i got late afternoon, and invited the kid even i knew he wouldn’t join for the failure and hostile from his demon family. then i sang in open air till mother let me doing cleaning for night. the matter in the dusk is clearest God’s deed. for the sinful neighbor wife, just behind my dad’s house, is a Buddhist. she worshipped a puppy Buddha in her room facing our kitchen. dad, God, u shown killing and all why this dusk.
its all right when i watching TV. but mother felt at a loss, and tried to challenge me by sat parallel to me on my bed watching TV. i know her struggle against me, till she retreated in her claim for sleep. God, u sees i never response for any sins in the world of human.

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ



for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.
A large gap digged by villagers’ quarry.

a new villager’s house can described as luxury.

granddaughter of my elder brother.

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life on God’s land with more and new assurance.

2/5/2010

settled in dad’s house, in hometown village Zhudajiu.^its has been almost a week since last blog. now, after 3 days on the road, i settled in the old house of my passed dad. my aged mom cooked for me, and i enjoyed the food very much as usual. the broadband likely will working next day. it has been sunny days since my arrival. yesterday i slept a lot, amid reckons from the shrewd folks in the village, whose inhabitant mostly in family name Zhu. last night it again hard for me to sleep, i felt God, my passed dad aside me, and all of sins in the folks, esp. their wives.
the journey on the train is the tour i babbled most in my life. in thirst for my missing girl zhou, as well as my other wives, i searched every single girl for my beloved. in my dad’s house these days sometimes those girls’ friendly attitude toward me when i sought talking with them reappeared in my mind eyes, and i was deeply touched by their tender hearts for me. on the distant bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county, the movie on the bus is a love story, the endeared moment with my girl zhou in QRRS was called forth to my mind, i was more assured that love is immortal, and my new family with my girl zhou, is blessed even stronger.
last night it rained first time since my arrival. to be exact it started in late afternoon. when it drizzled, i didn’t see God’s view. but in the night it turns clear. my surf&reading occasionally led to some exotic pictures, then i sensed all dirt among the villagers under my feet. i see God’s mercy and kindness. last time when i lived in the village for more than 2 months, it was exactly the dirt around drove me away from my passed dad, God, his land. the rain also a Bliss and nutrition to my beloved that praying for our gathering. i know God sets it up already, and in the most elegant and brilliant way.
this morning i finally broke China surveillance which failed me many attempts yesterday, successfully posted all photos&videos in the journey. God grants my enjoyable working space anywhere i bring with. Ok, its time for launch. bye, all my girls, i know girl zhou follows me in this county and countryside. bring me my fuel and drinks, my best beloved! i love u all, my dearest, my brides. God sees and sets in the only Son.

missing tweet before May of 2010:

Apr 24,2010

got train tickets in the morning before visit office. tried to contact cadres in QRRS but failed. the deparment director, a Wang, rebuff my request to lean for my hometown journey, while the Zhou’s office phone all time absent. read in office to kill time. help neighbor woman colleague to fix her qq rtx enterprise im. gamed all night with baby, including installed new mini games.

Apr 25,2010

gamed with baby most of the day, also cared additional download. a slim girl student visit&baby teased her, but i felt too soon for baby and the girl student to see any premature emotion. gamed with baby before sleep, baby fell to bump on his head, but he asked to game the same next night.

Apr 26,2010

late sleep. the grandma visited to attending baby. baby watched animation while i dozed again aside. ema returned&launched together. played pc games with baby late afternoon, when it started to drizzle. ema gave up buffet with her colleagues, staying home to dine. i bought beef pies and soup and ice cream for baby.

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From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
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From prelude of benzrad’s Hometown Journey
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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.
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baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, domain owner of warozhu.com, immersed in pc games.
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proud father, benzrad, 朱子卓, and joyful baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲.
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my dad, 朱中明, Father in Heaven, his tomb here in my hometown village.
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the ever green slope of our back mountain, 大璧山. world blesses it.

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life with new and more assurance on land of God, dad.

2/5/2010

settled in dad’s house, in hometown village Zhudajiu.^its has been almost a week since last blog. now, after 3 days on the road, i settled in the old house of my passed dad. my aged mom cooked for me, and i enjoyed the food very much as usual. the broadband likely will working next day. it has been sunny days since my arrival. yesterday i slept a lot, amid reckons from the shrewd folks in the village, whose inhabitant mostly in family name Zhu. last night it again hard for me to sleep, i felt God, my passed dad aside me, and all of sins in the folks, esp. their wives.
the journey on the train is the tour i babbled most in my life. in thirst for my missing girl zhou, as well as my other wives, i searched every single girl for my beloved. in my dad’s house these days sometimes those girls’ friendly attitude toward me when i sought talking with them reappeared in my mind eyes, and i was deeply touched by their tender hearts for me. on the distant bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county, the movie on the bus is a love story, the endeared moment with my girl zhou in QRRS was called forth to my mind, i was more assured that love is immortal, and my new family with my girl zhou, is blessed even stronger.
last night it rained first time since my arrival. to be exact it started in late afternoon. when it drizzled, i didn’t see God’s view. but in the night it turns clear. my surf&reading occasionally led to some exotic pictures, then i sensed all dirt among the villagers under my feet. i see God’s mercy and kindness. last time when i lived in the village for more than 2 months, it was exactly the dirt around drove me away from my passed dad, God, his land. the rain also a Bliss and nutrition to my beloved that praying for our gathering. i know God sets it up already, and in the most elegant and brilliant way.
this morning i finally broke China surveillance which failed me many attempts yesterday, successfully posted all photos&videos in the journey. God grants my enjoyable working space anywhere i bring with. Ok, its time for launch. bye, all my girls, i know girl zhou follows me in this county and countryside. bring me my fuel and drinks, my best beloved! i love u all, my dearest, my brides. God sees and sets in the only Son.

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From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
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From prelude of benzrad’s Hometown Journey
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From prelude of benzrad’s Hometown Journey

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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.
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baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, domain owner of warozhu.com, immersed in pc games.
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proud father, benzrad, 朱子卓, and joyful baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲.
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my dad, 朱中明, Father in Heaven, his tomb here in my hometown village.
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the ever green slope of our back mountain, 大璧山. world blesses it.

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